God works in mysterious ways. You meet people in your life that might not always be there. But you learn things from them, good and bad. I had to let go of a very close friend recently. It’s sad because the only thing I asked for was effort to be there for me. It’s sad that she chose this. In the end I learned things. That no matter how much you can be there for a person you might not get the simple gesture back. Even if it’s when you need it the most. I learned to not put friends on a pedestal because then you miss out on opportunities of other friendships that might come along. I learned that sometimes when a person in your life is always negative and needs you constantly that it can drain you. You will become just as negative as they are. I learned to surround myself with positive people. Just by letting her go, I’ve found myself. I somehow got lost in always being her support. In a way I was manipulated into always feeling sorry for her. I wish I saw it sooner. But I didn’t for a reason. Maybe God put her in my life so I could help her and she could help me. I helped her get to where she is now. It’s up to her to take advantage of it. I can no longer do anything for her. She helped me by being there to talk to. She helped me realize that once a negative person begins to suck you in, let go. I don’t have to be the one to try and fix it. If you can never let go of your hurt you will always be miserable. Misery is only accompanied by more misery. How foolish was I to think that I could help. The person has to learn to move on first. You eventually have to move on through life. There’s only so much you can do for someone. No matter how much that person means to you. Don’t sacrifice yourself for them, because they will never do it for you. I’ve learned a lot about myself. Things I know I will never do again. I’m sincerely happier then I have ever been in my entire life. Once you let go of negativity, the Lords blessings just begin to overflow. Like I’ve said before I regret nothing. Everything happens for a reason. Life is just funny that way….
PENNY DREADFUL FULL TRAILER
I’ve posted a bit about Showtime’s new sinister series Penny Dreadful, produced by American Beauty's Sam Mendes and created by Skyfall writer John Logan. Starring Eva Green, Josh Hartnett and Timothy Dalton, it involves iconic characters from all over horror literature (Frankenstein’s monster, Dorian Gray, etc). Here at last is the full trailer, which shows a little bit more of the scary things that go bump in the night in this reimagined dark universe. Penny Dreadful premieres on May 11.
Everything is so surreal ^.^
Its friday bitchessssss
Deleted scene from the critically acclaimed film, Gravity.
The Children. Our Future. WE’RE DOOM! DOOM I TELL YA!
I was gone for a few hours, Internet.